Marrying Fall (again)
My devotion to Fall
Is like marrying death
Commitment to letting
What I love go
A practice in releasing
What still serves
Holding up what is vibrant&true
And then saying goodbye
To allow her freedom to evolve
In a continuous surrender
To my desires and intentions
With non-attachment of outcome
Or seeing the short horizon of change
And being “all in” anyways
Marrying the lover who is terminal
With lavish celebration
And an exotic honeymoon
Knowing sometime in the afterglow
They will leave me in silence
My devotion to Fall
Is like marrying death
And after the funeral
While the ground is still
Freshly overturned
On the morning of the first frost
With the echos amber gold
Singing in my heart
Falling head-over-heels for Winter
Blessed be the Change.