psithurism (voice of wind)
Of all the elements;
Of Sun, Rain, Wind, Earth
My relationship with Wind
Had been strained…
My sensations of Wind
The tingling, brushing,
Blowing, pressing into me
Overstimulate,
Raising, tickling hairs on my skin
The whipping, shushing
Stroking, whooshing into me
With an uninvited intimacy
Swishing hairs on my head
Of all the elements
Wind and I meet with tension
Her tenacity//my humility
Overpowered by headwind
Bowled over by tailwind
Casted sideways in missteps
Swirled dizzy in the vortex
Noxious stimuli unleashed
And yet in the claustrophobic,
Suffocating stillness of 2020*
Wind came not to decimate
Wind came again & again
to befriend me
Her aliveness, her movement
Her dance upon my skin
Her swim into my lungs
Awakened & reminded me
of my own wind elements
And it was her Voice singing
Through the instruments of trees;
Her psithurism**
That instead of an aggravation
A primal hush, wush, swush,
Eliciting a sacred evocation in me
That even within
All the constriction~I could move my limbs
All the isolation~I could embrace the trees
All the death~I was expansively alive—
Revealing I am both the wind & the trees
What is my voice unseen, unheard until
The blowing & brushing
The whipping & whooshing
The pushing & pressing,
Up against another part of me…
What does she then have to say?
Poetry…as prayer
*what unsolicited gifts of 2020 revealed themselves in you?
**psithurism
(n.) the sound of wind in the trees and rustling of leaves