Altar-facts**
Each October, I take them down
Off the altar made of shelf
Setting round the table
As a centerpiece of beloveds
Nested here old & young
in kitchen table nook
As if October brings them closer
With Halloween, day of dead
All Saints’ Day, Samhain
As if setting the table
with our dead brings their arrival
As if the decorations of cedar, bells,
lights, candles brings the holidays
As if the proximity of altar-facts
Nestles them even deeper
in our hearts…
It is said the veil
Is thinner at this time
This time of remembrance
This time of conversation
With spirits,
This time of welcoming them in
Around the table
Centerpieces of beloved ancestors
As if the trees loosing
their beloved leaves, this natural time
to remember loss & leaving
And yet they remain each&everyday
all year round—
As nowhere and everywhere
As close as breath and as far as stars
As nested and released
As love and eternal spirit
None of these sacred objects;
these altar-facts of a life once lived
None of these hold the impossible paradox
of a love so deeply intimate
and so abundantly universal
Yet with our intention and attention
They become like sacred art
An expression of this beloved life
As both the beholder and beheld,
May they comfort us in our grief
Nesting us and releasing us
May the altarfacts as centerpieces
Help us give rise to our creative attention
May the ritual of our remembrance
Give ease and peace with the forever
Turning of time, our impermanence
And when the altar-facts go back up on the shelf May they carry a bit more of the burden in our hearts and shine forth a bit more joy each time—
May they become ART-i-facts
**altar-facts; a neologism of mine (from altar and artifacts)to mean any physical item holding meaning and memory of deceased beloved and kept in sacred space or used in ritual or ceremony